Actually no. It was actually exactly what it needed to be. A day where I had...Absolutly HAD, to rely on God. Throughout the day, I was throwing the pity party all day long in my head. But then, as I walked out of the doors of Central Center Hardware, I realized that it was perfect. I prayed all day long, thanked God for life all day long, and depended on Him....All day long!!! It was just what I needed to realize how much I needed Him. My life is so much better than I deserve and all I could think about was how bad school was. I deserve nothing I have and have it better off than most and all I could do is be selfish. God really smacked me in the face to be honest. He woke me up to who I was being and who I needed to be. Goal for the year: to make sure that all my last first's reflect Christ through me. I feel this is appropriate:
Things that God Has Blessed Me With Today:
- I woke up and was alive
- I rode to school with Lauren
- I made it to school alive
- I didn't make anyone mad today
- I saw all my friends except Joe
- I got my own locker on the right end of school
- I get to be with Lauren 2 periods in a row
- I made it to work safe and out safe
- I ate all 3 meals
- God smacked me in the face. (yes, this is a blessing)
See, these are just but a speck of the blessings that I recieved today. Just remember, even the worst could be the best, and sometimes your first is your last first.
God Bless,
-D.j.
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